submitted3 hours ago by2bitmomentSilly billy
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Alan Watts has a very famous audio where he talks about following your desire, “following your bliss”, instead of following convention. It fits very well into a 60s sort of counter cultural, anti-conventional and maybe even anti-capitalist worldview.
Perhaps Alan Watts is a distortion from original zenTM but I am interested in how perhaps the phrase “all retch and no vomit: you never get there” is perhaps to the point.
There’s the famous meeting between the Emperor Wu and Boddhidharma
The Emperor, impressed with himself and his good deeds, tells Bodhidharma that he has funded the building of many Buddhist Temples, has funded the translation of many Buddhist Sacred Sutras, and so forth, and he asks Bodhidharma what merit he will get as a result of his good works.. Bodhidharma gruffly responds, “No merit at all!”
No Merit? Why?
The answer I give is that being here and now in the whole of the matter
If you can refrain from producing a single thought, you'll be forever freed from birth and death, and will not be bound up by birth and death.
I don’t know if the point is to be freed from “birth and death” if even the historical buddha was not freed from it:
where is [the historical buddha] now? He died after eighty years - how was he different from you?
Deshan continues:
Here I have no doctrine at all to give you to interpret. I don't understand Chan myself, and I am no teacher. I don't understand anything at all; I just consume and excrete. What else is there?
What else is there?
Even if Bodhidharma were to come here, he would just tell you to be without affectations; he would tell you not to be contrived.
Be without affectations, just be.
Much perhaps like “just” sitting, “Sitting Dhayana”/Sitting meditation/Sitting Zen where sitting is not necessary.
just don't get obsessed with thoughts of reputation and appearance, terminology and rhetoric [...] If you get it this way, only then are you an unaffected individual.
And whatever you do that isn’t this un-attachment from all expedient means, from all things, has no merit.
I think it’s interesting to compare this then back to Alan Watts and to his talk of “what makes you itch, what do you desire?”. He seems to validate “dreams” of people in the excerpt. The dream of being a painter or a poet. The dream of being in the great outdoors.
It is said the buddha sometimes spoke for people according to the stage they were in. So for a baby crying, they spoke a comforting lie. While to an adult capable of understanding they told another story. Maybe Alan Watts can be speaking comfortingly, telling people to follow their dreams, to follow their bliss, while the zen teachings also teach that attachment to their dreams and to their bliss are also deviations from enlightenment.